Mercury + Rahu → Are you searching for answers or feeding the overthinking loop?

I replay words,

I study pauses,

I question laughter,

I search meanings.

What did you mean?

Why did you smile?

Was there something,

Left unsaid?

I build answers,

Then doubt them,

I read between,

Every little line.

I want clarity,

I want closeness,

I want somewhere,

My heart belongs.

But endless questions,

Cannot create certainty,

And imagined meanings,

Cannot promise love.

Sometimes silence,

Is simply silence,

Not hidden messages,

Not secret promises.

I deserve conversations,

That feel peaceful,

Not endless puzzles,

To solve alone.